So Not OKAY.

I dont know what has been happening in here. Im really not happy.

You know that feeling when everything seems so great and then just turned out so wrong. I have never experience this kind of thing in my entire life, i really dont know what's been happening.

I love so deeply, yet I still get hurt. Well, yes maybe he is right Im the one who make things worst and Im always wrong but why cant he understand that im just so so jealous! I hate it. But now, things are so damn messed up. I want things to work out so bad and i think Im just making things more messed up between us. We've been through this so many times yet I dont know what to do now. Maybe its just some trial or maybe its faith that shows that were not meant to be. Im hurting badly. And I just wanna let this all out. I did everything for this to work out, I sacrifices so many things for this, and this is what ill get in return. So I guess this is really what meant to happen. Maybe I just have to accept the fact.

Kkays. Im really tired.

...xoxo Jåêmïllê

Starting This Thing Up (:

So I am starting a new blog, i'ono cuz i forgot my password on my old blog. So here's a new one. Ahihih. Cuz im no longer busy this summer i can write things here more often. Kkays.

...xoxo Jaemille